| Hey i haven't wrote in here for a really long time. Well just to catch you up on my pathetic life. I'm not with shane no more, i dumped him cause hes an asshole and now hes spreading a rumor around saying im a whore. haha that made me laugh lol. Now im going out with kyle. Hes from hastings and hes in my grade. Hes an okay guy lol. Like i dont know what made me wanna go out with him like idk .. maybe it was his since of humor... or just idk lol. I guess he makes me laugh and i like that in a guy. And hes not a pussy like someone *cough shane cough* . lol anyways today is my one of my best friends birthday!! Paisley!! So sad i couldnt be with her today. But im gonna go to her party sept 9th. Well anyways on saturday night my brother threw a party here at my house. They were all 11th graders and up and sum were sophmores. Well anyways there was a keg and everything and there were sum really hot guys. I shouldnt be saying that cause i have a bf but they were and some were like oh i'd tap that and shit and im like omg! but plus sum were like drunk so yeah lol. And i over heard them talking to my brother saying damn ur sisters hot or something and im like oh wow. Well anyways i have orientation for school tomorrow. *sigh* omg i can't believe i have to go back to school on next tuesday!! Ahh omg nooo i don't wanna go back. The only thing i dont wanna go back is for waking up at like 6 in the morning lol. Other then that im excited to see all my friends and see if anyone changed over the summer lol. Well yeah anyways im kinda hungry so im gonna go. Well comment me if ya wanna talk or something like that lol well ttyl bye. |
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| Its been a couple days or so since i have wrote in here. Umm hmm lets see saturday me and my friend kenzie and my family went to hastings for a car show but me and kenzie went to killroys ( its a skateshop) and we met justin (kenzies boyfriend) and so i brought my skateboard along and justin was messsing with it and he was doing ollies and kickflips. Then justin wanted to show us the tunnels, so we were following him where the tunnels are. They were in the woods and to get there u had to go down a steep hill and it wasnt fun i fell down which really hurt lol. Anyways before we went there he went to a friends house to get a flashlight cause its pitch black in there so yah. So we go in there aways and we had to walk like penguins cause theres a stream of water in the middle. Justin kept scaring us saying oh the last person always gets attacked first and of course i was last. Then he kept saying there was bats but we didnt see any. It was so much fun but it was scary at the same time lol. They made out in there and im like okay and i get out and call Shane my boyfriend. Then like i go up the hill to talk to him and then he said he would call me back and i heard a dude saying what are u doing so i rush down the hill and fell and it was so funny but it hurt and of course justin and kenzie come out right when it happend. Well anyways then once we got home shane came over and then i think that was when me and him made out on my bed and were cuddling lol. And taking pictures and he found this phone on the side of the street and then we put the battery in and someone called and we found out it was a mexican phone lol. We couldnt understand them lol. They ended up not getting there phone back. And so yeah shane had pop rocks with him and 2 lighters and he left them at my house. Then me and kenzie decide to go to the park and light some off. Before that i slipped on my bouncy ball and fell back and hit my shelf which fell off my wall. It was funny. But i got a huge bruise out of it. So yeah we go to the park and i light one off and it slipped out of my hand and poped right in front of kenzie and it was funny lol. So yeah i dont feel like explaining anymore but its raning outside and it has ever since last night. I miss shane i havent talked to him in 2 days cause on sunday we were on the phone and all of a sudden he goes i have to go i think im in trouble. And so they probably took him phone away. I would like to see him before he goes to his moms house on friday but then he comes back sunday but then him and his dad and his dads gf jen is going to Wisconsin dells. I dont know for how long. Well anyways im gonna go so ttyl bye |
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|  I look like im stonned.. as i've been told
 Me & Kenzie
 Don't ya just love us lol.
 Miss Piggy & Jr Piggy
 I love My baby
 I look so sad in here lol
 Me & kenzie trying to be justin and shawn, we failed
 Were just ur average dorks for ya
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| Hey Well yesterday Kenzie went home. She like stayed at my house for four days lol. Crazy eh? Almost like she lived here lol. Well anyways yesterday once kenzie left, i was just chillin and i think i took a nap. Then Shane called me and he came over with his new bike he got. Then I showed him around my house and then we went downstairs to watch some tv. I went to go sit by him on the love seat and so its pretty small lol. I can tell he was moving over to me a lil lol. I really wanna like open up to him but its hard for me. I really like him and dont want to lose him. Its like when im with him i freeze up and is shy. But with other guys i can be myself. Only certain people can make me open up. Then when im not with him i really wanna be with him. Then he had to go home and eat dinner so then i went over to kenzies and then we met him at madison park by her house. We didnt wanna get raped cause when we got there we saw this dude that kept staring at us the whole time. Then he left and drove off. But then he kept coming by like he was waiting for shane to leave. It was creepy, so we went to kenzies house in her basement. I was like sooo nervous. Plus i smelled cause i was running outside and it was hot out lol. The most scariest part was when Kenzie and Justin ( kenzies boyfriend) he was on the phone were pressuring me to kiss Shane and shane even wanted to. I totally froze. I wanted to kiss him but not because someone told me too. So then i walked out of the room into the toy room. I was scared, didnt know what to do.. Then shane came looking for me and he goes are ya hiding? and i go no lol. Then he goes lets just say we kissed, which i know kenzie didnt buy lol. Well anyways my dad gave shane a ride home and when he left he said i love u and i didnt say it back cause my dad was there. I feel really bad. I ruined the night and its all my fault  . Well today he hasnt called me yet and its already 6:48... im getting worried. Does he not like me no more? Because i wouldnt kiss him. I so want to though but i wanna wait for the right moment ya know? Well anyways this entry is to long im gonna put some pics of me and kenzie taking pics on her camera in another entry. |
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| Hey guys i know i haven't really wrote in here much, just i dont go on xanga that much anymore. I remember xanga was everything i did on the computer lol. Well my friend kenzie is over and were thinking of love songs to print out. Today we woke up around 11 something then like around 3 something we walked to walmart to get food. We went to McDonalds to eat. Kenzie had some fries and a McChicken and i had some of her fries. But other wise i was just thirsty. Then we walked around the store. We were in the toy section and we took some pictures, its was so much fun. We saw these huge bouncy ballz, so we decided to buy them. I have blue ballz and Kenzie has pink ballz lol. Well anyways, then once we got back to my place, we decided to go outside. I really wanted to go over to shanes house and hang with him but i didnt want to just show up on his door steps. But i couldn't get ahold of him because he got his cell phone tooken away.. which really sucks cause then i cant talk to him much. But hopefully i get to hang with him tomorrow. Well yeah i think im gonna go. |
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